Im sorry

Im sorry i am not a perfect girl. No one is perfect. I want to change my life. Change to be a better person. Because everyone know already Dunia nak kiamat. I really hope my boyfriend understand. And wont change his feelings towards me now and the rest of his life. Seraaaaamvzbznv hais. Im sorry 😔 

Wah lapar pe ni pagi pagi bute kul 7.45am haha. Hais Nak masak but malas lah tkde mood nak masak:/ 

Sometimes i wish my bestfriend know what i want the best for her. But indeed, she still choose to be with him. Yes im dissapointed. But hmm..... Ive got nothing to say. I back off slowly by slowly. Skg aje die takkan pukul smua, ckp aje sweet. Tapi tgk je la nanti okay. Aku kt sini tgkkan aje. Nak ckp kawan mcm gtu? Lah Yg aku selame ni nasihat kau jgn patah balik dgn die sbb mmg btl die lelaki yg tak bagus, kau tetap kan. So im backing off. 😌💪💃 Takecare 💕

A day with you. #tb

457 day with you :*

                      DAY 457 (:

I know we don’t get to talk or see each other much. But being apart for now doesn’t change the way I feel about you in my heart. Sure I’m lonely, and sometimes I’m overwhelmed with this emptiness in my chest. But, just remember that I love you and everything about you. That’s what gets me through every minute of every day that I’m without you. You will never be anyone but you will always be my only one MINE. I will love you no matter what ’til the end of time. I love you so much. God has got his own reasons for us to meet and come this far. But I hope our love will flourish beyond what it is right now. Distance maybe just a part of the reason why sometimes we think we can’t handle this whole relationship, but I am sure our love for each other is way far stronger then any oceans can come across.

I am writing you this letter to tell you that my love for you is so real that I can’t find any words to describe my feelings for you. At the same time I would like to thank you for all your patience while our relationship had to go through high waves and hard rocks. My love for you has grown so strong that I can never imagine a life without you now. Happy 1 year 3 months!!!!!!! I wish us the best in life!!!!!! I love you kental :* 

My thursday💕

yup my thursday. Meet my boy after so long. Goodnight everybodyyyyy.

As we grow older together, as we continue to change with age, there is one thing that will never change… I will always keep falling in love with you. :*

You always right here with us😔

August 15 ;

The day tat you look so healthy ,smile&didnt talk tat much but u just smile at me. i got to hug and kiss you saying goodbye before i leave the hospital. (I thought that i could meet you again)

August 16 ;

6pm(around there)... I got news from my mum that youre extremely sick. But ain tk pike panjang. I just pray&pray hoping that everything is going to be okay . When i just reach home to my jb house... 

7pm almost azan Magrib... 

Grandma called mum crying and crying. And i was so scared. (Well i wish i could just teleport to singapore and meet you for the last time😔) Suddenly my sister ws me... yeap Allah s.w.t. Love you more. there goes my tears shouting here and there. like crazy girl who lost her mind... 

1 year already pass but i feel that your still here. Ain tau tok tak gi mane mane, u always right beside us. You left us without saying anything. Because i know, u dont want us to be sad&worried. remember those days u always send me to healthcare at NUH? U left me alone in the car sleeping just to go to the office and buy me breakfast before going to the class. Ngawww. I wish i can do like that to you when i am old . Taking care of you........But....it was to late.😢

You have been always the best . Bkn kerana tok dh tingalkan kite, baru kite nk menyesal. No..!!. Kite tak pernah menyesal and tak pernah nk tepikan tok and mama.

I will try my best to be with mama always.(since im the only one who is not schooling.) i love you. Truely from us. The Hashim's😘