Im sorry

Im sorry i am not a perfect girl. No one is perfect. I want to change my life. Change to be a better person. Because everyone know already Dunia nak kiamat. I really hope my boyfriend understand. And wont change his feelings towards me now and the rest of his life. Seraaaaamvzbznv hais. Im sorry 😔 

Wah lapar pe ni pagi pagi bute kul 7.45am haha. Hais Nak masak but malas lah tkde mood nak masak:/ 

Sometimes i wish my bestfriend know what i want the best for her. But indeed, she still choose to be with him. Yes im dissapointed. But hmm..... Ive got nothing to say. I back off slowly by slowly. Skg aje die takkan pukul smua, ckp aje sweet. Tapi tgk je la nanti okay. Aku kt sini tgkkan aje. Nak ckp kawan mcm gtu? Lah Yg aku selame ni nasihat kau jgn patah balik dgn die sbb mmg btl die lelaki yg tak bagus, kau tetap kan. So im backing off. 😌💪💃 Takecare 💕

A day with you. #tb

457 day with you :*

                      DAY 457 (:

I know we don’t get to talk or see each other much. But being apart for now doesn’t change the way I feel about you in my heart. Sure I’m lonely, and sometimes I’m overwhelmed with this emptiness in my chest. But, just remember that I love you and everything about you. That’s what gets me through every minute of every day that I’m without you. You will never be anyone but you will always be my only one MINE. I will love you no matter what ’til the end of time. I love you so much. God has got his own reasons for us to meet and come this far. But I hope our love will flourish beyond what it is right now. Distance maybe just a part of the reason why sometimes we think we can’t handle this whole relationship, but I am sure our love for each other is way far stronger then any oceans can come across.

I am writing you this letter to tell you that my love for you is so real that I can’t find any words to describe my feelings for you. At the same time I would like to thank you for all your patience while our relationship had to go through high waves and hard rocks. My love for you has grown so strong that I can never imagine a life without you now. Happy 1 year 3 months!!!!!!! I wish us the best in life!!!!!! I love you kental :* 

My thursday💕

yup my thursday. Meet my boy after so long. Goodnight everybodyyyyy.

As we grow older together, as we continue to change with age, there is one thing that will never change… I will always keep falling in love with you. :*

You always right here with us😔

August 15 ;

The day tat you look so healthy ,smile&didnt talk tat much but u just smile at me. i got to hug and kiss you saying goodbye before i leave the hospital. (I thought that i could meet you again)

August 16 ;

6pm(around there)... I got news from my mum that youre extremely sick. But ain tk pike panjang. I just pray&pray hoping that everything is going to be okay . When i just reach home to my jb house... 

7pm almost azan Magrib... 

Grandma called mum crying and crying. And i was so scared. (Well i wish i could just teleport to singapore and meet you for the last time😔) Suddenly my sister ws me... yeap Allah s.w.t. Love you more. there goes my tears shouting here and there. like crazy girl who lost her mind... 

1 year already pass but i feel that your still here. Ain tau tok tak gi mane mane, u always right beside us. You left us without saying anything. Because i know, u dont want us to be sad&worried. remember those days u always send me to healthcare at NUH? U left me alone in the car sleeping just to go to the office and buy me breakfast before going to the class. Ngawww. I wish i can do like that to you when i am old . Taking care of you........But....it was to late.😢

You have been always the best . Bkn kerana tok dh tingalkan kite, baru kite nk menyesal. No..!!. Kite tak pernah menyesal and tak pernah nk tepikan tok and mama.

I will try my best to be with mama always.(since im the only one who is not schooling.) i love you. Truely from us. The Hashim's😘

6th monthsary Wish from boyf.

This is dedicated to the love of my life AIRIN YAZNITA. Someday soon you will realise my earnest love towards you. To you my love,
Time flew by in my life not knowing how I fell in love with you,
When will the time come for me to walk by your side, that time the whole pathway will look amazingly beautiful like you,
Like a bird that flies around my house as in a field, that’s how you would have come into my heart,
You have merged in my breath and my soul will you live with me till the end of my life?
Reasons have become senseless, when you laugh at my humor,
Will you give me endless love not bothering the situation, whenever I ask and before?
In search of your shyness, I am swayed at looking at your facial expressions while you talk,
My foot gets colder and feverish when I’m more nearer to you, and it does not fade away even when you leave,
In life in your breath if I am far away, I will be devastated,
Life long and forever and ever, I long to survive in your breath.
You are the only one to discover my strength and weakness,
If I get your love, I will surely change to your likes and dislikes,
My personality and characteristic, once merges with yours,
The whole world will envy looking at us shining bright. Some Say
It's painful To Wait For
Someone....Some Say
It's painful to Forget
Someone...But,
The worst Pain comes
When you don't know
Whether to Wait or Forget!!!!!!
I hope you will still wait for me .
Seconds Minutes Hours
Days Months Years .
Dont want you to forget me our love together our friendship .
I'm just afraid that i would lose you .
Really dont want to lose you please dont let me go 
Please dont forget how it felt
To laugh with each other
Tickle each other
Make jokes that dosent even make sense
To scream at each other
Fight each other for the fun of it
Hugging Kisses.... 
Baby sweetheart hunney babe
Just dont forget about me and all the things we did .
Sorry for all the wrong things i did .
Making you mad all the time ,
Never replying your text on time .
But everything i do is for you my love
Actually i am not that into our 6 month , want know why ?
Because there is more bigger things i have . Like ........
Marrying you . That i will be like 
Waiting for that day to shine .
My future will be with you . 
HAPPY SIX MONTHSARY !
May we last long till eternally !
I LOVE YOU !!!!
Sorry uh some of the sentance my english rabak bohh . Long time never go school already

My bestfriend, my boyfriend.

Alhamdulillah. We have been together for almost 6 months. Tomorrow our 6 monthsary. Hope we can last more longer then our friendship. Friend with him seen 5 years back. No word can describe how much i love u so. Happy 6th monthsary babe. Love you so much even we always argue frm little things. We survive frm it! How great. I LOVE YOU ah ok asshole. :*